six months ago today, little sun came into this world.
six months ago tomorrow, he left it.
i’m still here, though, reeling and railing and trying so hard to hang on
if you’re someone who stops by this blog regularly, you’ve probably noticed that i’ve been more silent than usual these last few weeks. the month of May was not very kind to me, and i’m still clinging to the ropes and trying to get steady on my feet again after a series of emotional KOs. my therapist tells me again and again that i’m a fighter.
all i can see when i look in the mirror
is someone who’s lost…
(i miss you, baby boy.)